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Verse 1:
Soon found out the deal went wrong
With ended friendships - pointless yelling
I had told a new acquaintance
That a mutual was selling
I sucked a powder off a house key
Now I feel like I'm a bug
I see that man will go extinct
And feel the speakers shake my lungs
Verse 2:
Sweet blue pills taken twice a day
Brought me to a different world
Hoodie over a floral dress
(I've realized I'm a girl)
And in the mist and flashing lights
Is peace and presence love and plur
But I don't think that things can be
The way they always were (because it's)
Chorus:
Drugs on drugs on drugs on drugs on
every single weekend.
Is it silly harmless fun or
Are we fucking tweaking?
Drugs on x16
Verse 3:
Fingers grip a cotton mattress
As I writhe around in pain
Something else controls my body
Something else controls my brain
10 months later I'm in heaven
I've never felt this calm or safe
I would have died way back in April
If I had not begun to rave (but now it's)
Chorus:
Drugs on drugs on drugs on drugs on
every single weekend.
Is it silly harmless fun or
Are we fucking tweaking?
Drugs on x16
Because it's ketamine, amphetamine and
Weed and shrooms and acid
It's alcohol and adderall
Until my brain is flaccid
It's mescaline and mephedrone and
molly and some poppers
I'll inhale any chemical that anybody offers
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Scientific Materialism
03:28
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Verse 1
My feet recoil at an icy floor.
Smoke and mist obscure me.
I've driven everyone else off.
They exit prematurely.
Chorus
I don't know (x3) what I am
I just know (x3) that it isn't a man
Verse 2
My eyes can see in total dark.
My mouth it drips with slime.
I'll spend another thousand years
alone but I don't mind.
Chorus
I don't know (x3) what I am
I just know (x3) that it isn't a man
Bridge
Maybe you're worth more than he lead you to believe.
Chorus
I don't know (x3) what I am
I just know (x3) that it isn't a man
I don't know (x3) what's inside
I just know (x3) that it isn't a guy
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Phantom Limb
01:58
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Verse 1
And suddenly the universe collapses
and stars are blown and molded into dust.
And powers greater than I can imagine
prove to me the universe is just.
Refrain
Some billion billion stars
are floating in the sky.
The universe won't notice
if you live or die.
Verse 2
Time it starts to close it's jaws around me
Space it starts to wither and expand.
My bullshit never ceases to astound me.
It's aimless nameless wretched and unplanned.
Refrain
Some billion billion stars
are floating in the sky.
The universe won't notice
if you live or die.
Verse 3
I sit in sand and dirt and mud and refuse.
I cower in the coldness of the night.
Collapsing like a neutron star,
I wonder where the hell you are
and time has come to take another bite.
Refrain
Some billion billion stars
are floating in the sky.
The universe won't notice
if you live or die.
Verse 4
The future is a nameless endless terror -
a cyclopean, hellistic (apparently this is not a real word lol) wall of mist.
The mind is like a phantom limb -
it's aching, bloody, raw within
and locked into some awful fucking fist.
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