We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Scientific Materialism

by caatgirl

supported by
/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
Verse 1: Soon found out the deal went wrong With ended friendships - pointless yelling I had told a new acquaintance That a mutual was selling I sucked a powder off a house key Now I feel like I'm a bug I see that man will go extinct And feel the speakers shake my lungs Verse 2: Sweet blue pills taken twice a day Brought me to a different world Hoodie over a floral dress (I've realized I'm a girl) And in the mist and flashing lights Is peace and presence love and plur But I don't think that things can be The way they always were (because it's) Chorus: Drugs on drugs on drugs on drugs on every single weekend. Is it silly harmless fun or Are we fucking tweaking? Drugs on x16 Verse 3: Fingers grip a cotton mattress As I writhe around in pain Something else controls my body Something else controls my brain 10 months later I'm in heaven I've never felt this calm or safe I would have died way back in April If I had not begun to rave (but now it's) Chorus: Drugs on drugs on drugs on drugs on every single weekend. Is it silly harmless fun or Are we fucking tweaking? Drugs on x16 Because it's ketamine, amphetamine and Weed and shrooms and acid It's alcohol and adderall Until my brain is flaccid It's mescaline and mephedrone and molly and some poppers I'll inhale any chemical that anybody offers
2.
Verse 1 My feet recoil at an icy floor. Smoke and mist obscure me. I've driven everyone else off. They exit prematurely. Chorus I don't know (x3) what I am I just know (x3) that it isn't a man Verse 2 My eyes can see in total dark. My mouth it drips with slime. I'll spend another thousand years alone but I don't mind. Chorus I don't know (x3) what I am I just know (x3) that it isn't a man Bridge Maybe you're worth more than he lead you to believe. Chorus I don't know (x3) what I am I just know (x3) that it isn't a man I don't know (x3) what's inside I just know (x3) that it isn't a guy
3.
Phantom Limb 01:58
Verse 1 And suddenly the universe collapses and stars are blown and molded into dust. And powers greater than I can imagine prove to me the universe is just. Refrain Some billion billion stars are floating in the sky. The universe won't notice if you live or die. Verse 2 Time it starts to close it's jaws around me Space it starts to wither and expand. My bullshit never ceases to astound me. It's aimless nameless wretched and unplanned. Refrain Some billion billion stars are floating in the sky. The universe won't notice if you live or die. Verse 3 I sit in sand and dirt and mud and refuse. I cower in the coldness of the night. Collapsing like a neutron star, I wonder where the hell you are and time has come to take another bite. Refrain Some billion billion stars are floating in the sky. The universe won't notice if you live or die. Verse 4 The future is a nameless endless terror - a cyclopean, hellistic (apparently this is not a real word lol) wall of mist. The mind is like a phantom limb - it's aching, bloody, raw within and locked into some awful fucking fist.

about

I lost my job recently and thus had a lot of free time to work on songs. The album art was drawn by @komiiworldtour - follow them on Instagram; commission them to make your logo. They're great.

I've been listening to "Simulation Swarm" by Big Thief a lot recently and it has influenced the tracks on this EP pretty strongly - I tried to make groovy beats with cryptic, fantastical lyrics.

I hope you guys like this but, more importantly, I hope it can provide some benefit to the world. I think that music is the only thing in the universe.

credits

released October 7, 2023

license

tags

about

caatgirl New York, New York

contact / help

Contact caatgirl

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like caatgirl, you may also like: