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As a girl who couldn't
find a man to save her fucking life
As a girl who, in her daydreams
wants to be a lovely wife
As a girl who falls in love with all the
intricacies of soul
the things you said are taking an
abominable toll.
As a girl who wonders whether
she is welcome in this world
As a girl who's met with skepticism
whether she's a girl
As a girl who's apathetic and
emotionally numb
you thought I wanted nothing but
to fill you with my cum
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Bug has friends and lovers
and throws parties and has fun
Bug and I had once been friends
and now I guess we're done
and me I stand aghast, unsettled
wretched raw and clear
maybe it'd be better for me
just to disappear
and he had been so friendly and so
gentle and so kind
but I had failed to see the things
that hid inside his mind
maybe it's not meant to be
alas I'm just a person
I didn't know that song would
make your mood begin to worsen
maybe I should ogle over
kinder, smarter guys
maybe someone's soul is not for
me to analyze
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Empire
01:40
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Things are always swirling
arranging and colliding
it's fearful and inviting
it's strange and it's exiting
utopia's unfurling
I'm free from all the fighting
my fire is igniting
I'm singing and I'm writing
I'm feeling optimistic
and morbidly sadistic
and in the sordid morning feel
inordinately holistic
I'm callous and collected
infallible, respected
I doubt you'll ever power through
the hours I've rejected
yeah maybe I'm a cuntress
but I do not give a fuck
undulating unctuous
but never not enough
I wanna level this entire
city to the ground
I wanna tear your flesh and bones and
toss them all around
I'm tired of the sanguine sorry
tears you wanna cry
a palace of your pity
built around me 'till I die
you never will apologize
and as I had hypothesized
you left me dumb-dejected
without ever saying why
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There's a lot of music
Life is full of cruelty
I don't have a womb
it's totally absurd
there're a lot of birds
I don't have a pussy
Earth's a kind of hell
maybe it's ok
there're a lot of people
maybe it's ok
things will turn out well
Nonetheless I think that
some of them are good
not gone as they should
I'm not the way that most of those who
see me would assume
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a tiny plastic bag
and a smaller silver spoon
a strange and sour powder and
an oscillating room
a turkey from the internet
that's far better than sex
a meagre mirthful moment
where I do not feel depressed
Well I really liked you
as a person - not a fleshlight
but I'm not gonna try to
keep you up past your bedtime
you've decided what I am
tears over the phone
a strange and labored tone
you yell and you hang up and I
am sitting there alone
you say you're an artist
but you couldn't understand how
hard it is
to meet your damn demands now
you've decided who I am
you've decided who I am
you've decided who I am
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