And Bug has friends and lovers
and throws parties and has fun
Bug attracts a thousand suitors
staying long with none
Me I'm just another nameless
girl who wants his heart
can I maintain this friendship without
being torn apart?
sometimes he wears makeup and
sometimes goes without
sometimes we do ketamine
and dance and sing and shout
Maybe it's not meant to be -
it's just my sick projection
maybe I'm just taking things
the total wrong direction
maybe I should seek the isolation I deserve
never bother anyone or
speak another word
A feeling in the body
A bit like I'm on Molly
I'm like a PC virus I
just want you to install me
A trembling a shaking
A beast inside awakened
I wanna wake the neighbors
with the noises we are making
A feeling like a fervor
you're just my little pervert
I'm hungry for the cock and maybe
you can be my server
A moment of elation
The train goes in the station
You're pounding on my prostate without
any hesitation
Is this all a dream?
Is this all a fantasy?
Will I get the chance to see
that there can be
a man for me?
Will there come a day I under-
stand the gentle
dance at least?
Now I sit and wonder what the
hell could be the
plan for me
Is this all a dream?
Could it be reality?
Do I have control or is this
separate from causality?
Do I think this through or is it
free from rationality?
How to see the power that's
about to be
allowed to me?
The future is ambiguous
A solid empty block
Time it shambles forward I just
Want it all to stop
Close now to collapsing - I get
closer every day
fear affects my health in an
abominable way
Bedroom's out of order
Heart is out of sorts
my heart is like a soldier and my
mind is like a fort
Awaiting resolution
Awaiting confirmation
Awaiting execution
cause my life's a conflagration
Feeling optimistic
Feeling so afraid
is this realistic?
can I just get paid?
Feeling so pathetic
Feeling so insane
things were going well before why
can't they be the same
galaxies unravel
worlds are tossed aside
stars are rent asunder as the
wormhole opens wide
Allocate resources
putrefy the land
tell me what's the market cap
so I can understand
After all the ashes
have blown away for good
after all the humans have done
everything they could
after all the sunsets
after all the tides
after all the wreckage that was
never a surprise
after all the callous
coalescence of your wealth
after you have shanked mankind with
admirable stealth
After all the holidays
and holocausts and lies
maybe it was only right
humanity should die
I saw you in the hospital
with tubes and blood and doctors
reclining and pathetic and
confused and sad and awkward
I could see that you were pretty
scared and overwhelmed
the ship of life is sinking and you're no
longer at the helm
You realized it was me behind my
mask and paper apron
I'd heard that you might go to sleep - not
ever to awaken
And I had always been afraid
that you would never die
You saw me and you held my hand and
then began to cry
But I don't think that you can see
the damage you have done to me
I lied and said I loved you and
I held your hand uncomfortably
No you could not begin to guess
the pain of post-traumatic stress
the world will be much better off
the day that you are put to rest
Maybe somewhere deep inside
there's still a little love for you
But no one made you break my soul
and what was I supposed to do?
No one made you fuck me up
and no one made you kick me out
A healthy loving family is just
something I don't know about
And no one made you make our little
home into a hell
And no one broke you
like you broke me
far as I can tell
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